Worthy

Love grown into pain, no longer the smile ,the wink ,laughing ever so slightly. These no longer conquer the thirst.
No!
To be able to touch all the time but not really touch is painful thing on it's own.
Able to share stories and secrets like lovers do but not allowed to be a lover.
Like needles to the heart it is.
For this one is crazy , not worthy of love.
False.
Love is not worthy of her.
It's stares  blindly at her every day but fails to see the beauty right in front of  it.
Can't see past the flaw ,the emotion.
Ha!
Love is not worthy of her
For the one that cares for all is usually the loneliest
Touch you all the time but not really touch at all
Love every day but not allowed to be a lover
For She is not worthy of love
And love is not worthy of her