Worthy

Love grown into pain, no longer the smile ,the wink ,laughing ever so slightly. These no longer conquer the thirst.
No!
To be able to touch all the time but not really touch is painful thing on it's own.
Able to share stories and secrets like lovers do but not allowed to be a lover.
Like needles to the heart it is.
For this one is crazy , not worthy of love.
False.
Love is not worthy of her.
It's stares  blindly at her every day but fails to see the beauty right in front of  it.
Can't see past the flaw ,the emotion.
Ha!
Love is not worthy of her
For the one that cares for all is usually the loneliest
Touch you all the time but not really touch at all
Love every day but not allowed to be a lover
For She is not worthy of love
And love is not worthy of her

Music and Me

Today I went over to a music store for the first time in a really long time,it was quite a trek out there but it was worth it when I got there. I checked out some electric drum sets and tried out a couple of Martin acoustic guitars. I also started listening to a lot of my music that I haven't even pulled out in about two years. I didn't really realize how much I missed having music in my life even fooling around with my guitar when I got home for about 30 minutes made me feel so much happier. I think I should make it a habit that I set-aside 10 or 20 minutes to just kind of full around with some of my instruments. Music touches my heart and soul I should've never let it go I won't make that mistake again