Disappear

Disappear , why can't we decide when we've had enought and just leave? What if a person is just not made wonder this world, can't a person be not worth the resouses they take up?

Invisible , I can see my refelction so I know I'm here but still I remain unseen.

An unwanted speck amongst 7 billion specks on this planet. 

I long for a romance, someone I can love and who will love me but as time has gone by I'm no longer dumb to the fact of my impending loneliness. 

Why can't the ivisable just disappear?