Disappear

Disappear , why can't we decide when we've had enought and just leave? What if a person is just not made wonder this world, can't a person be not worth the resouses they take up?

Invisible , I can see my refelction so I know I'm here but still I remain unseen.

An unwanted speck amongst 7 billion specks on this planet. 

I long for a romance, someone I can love and who will love me but as time has gone by I'm no longer dumb to the fact of my impending loneliness. 

Why can't the ivisable just disappear?

Deep in thought...

Wish

I wish for a kiss or would you hold my hand. Hugs are no longer enough.

Wish you would see me, let me in. This longing is painful something I can't hardly stand anymore.

I wish for a kiss.

I wish to be loved, to love someone in return. I wish to love you but you're not sure.

I wish for a kiss.

So board with life, as busy as I am and as many things that I have already done this seems crazy but I'm board with life. It seems empty to me and lacking meaning. Full of work and no enjoyment. Is this it? At such a young age is this all I have to look forward?