Someone sometime

You have to trust someone sometime, I've been told this recently but my experience has been that once you give some your trust they let you down pushing you to distrust even more then before.

Then there are the ones who let you down but you have to be nice because they have helped you, saved you from the streets but in letting you down they have placed you back on the streets.

You have to trust some one sometime, we'll I disagree. Trust is earned not given and if you break that trust you have to work twice as hard to get it back.

Unhappy with you though you see me clear as day and respect is not an issue. I'm still unhappy with you. Longing for something more, though the thought scares me, I long for something more as you latch onto the past that has long since moved on.
I want to stand up and scream , here I am don't you see me?!
Alas I remain silent, patient , waiting..

Now a new fear comes along, the fear of missed opportunity.

Cave

It's warm in my cave, fire burning as the other half of the world comes alive. Deep in the evening I lay awake and listen. 

There are sounds made by man and sounds no man could ever dream to make. Hundreds of tiny voices call out to each other in a code still yet to be broken. All together it is a chorus of a dozen different songs sung at the same time, but I do not dare venture from the glow, the safety of my home. It's warm inside my cave, where I close my eyes till morn.